Semi Final

Its 30th March, 2011 and 10:52 AM PST. This time Pakistan having two seasons at the same time one is spring and other is Cricket World Cup season, emmm - wait I think its better to say fever instead of season. I was never found of cricket and even don't know Pakistan cricket team names except one Shahid Afridi and of those who were victim of match fixing. Few days back one of mine colleague who is very much found of cricket was discussing cricket matters and performance of Afridi. Rather to took interest in that I asked her 'please don't discuss it, I don't like cricket'.After that day I started discussing cricket matters unconsciously, not much but at least it is the ratio of something to none, and it was only to the extent who won and who lost but never tried to watch a match by myself.

Pakistan qualified for semi-final was a great news and I could not expect that Pakistani team can give such a extra ordinary performance. After it I got news Pak will play against India in semi final i.e. this will be game of life and death for Pakistanis. For Pakistanis this day is more or less same as the day of judgment.

Who will win and who will loose, it will be known later. The point is I never figured this out why Pakistanis  take it extra ordinary whenever Pak has to play against India. Why don't we people take it like a game. Do we think we have defeated out neighbor country in all other discipline of life so it is necessary to defeat them in cricket too. We don't hate and when it is about to copy their traditions and customs, when we like to copy  gestures and dialogs of their actors. Alas!! we don't realize it that they have defeated us already. Today this statement is coming across my mind "India will defeat Pak through Media war", who said this, everyone knows!!

Observation!!

Today while returning from my workplace I noticed something quite different than routine. It was really an awesome and different evening of winter season and I feeling out of this world (but I was in Lahore :-p).  Although my living and my working place aren't in hill station but today's evening while passing through Mall road I felt dark clouds as mountain beyond arboreal. I astonished at sudden and looked again, and again my eyes saw the same. I know its not unusual but I was surprised at this why didn't I experience this ever before. After some moments this thought acrossed my mind that no doubt my way is same but not TIME as I left my workplace kinda early :-|

Mujhe yaad hay sab zara zara

Each passing day lessen your hope for betterment. Nothing is in your hands although it wasn't ever before except to ignore at first. Now its too late, cant go back and cant move further, glued with unwanted circumstances.

Dhund and Dhoop

Its a mazay ki morning with some dhund and some dhoop. I am having chaye and watching outside the khirki. Nothing to do yet, it doesn't mean I am full fledged waili, actually I have to do a lot but don't know what to do but how to do :-D

Am I changed?

They say I am changed now. But they don't have answer of 'how'. Might be the answer of 'how' will uncover themselves that's why still they are not ready to give its answer.

Anyways, I know I am changed as earlier I can wear heel but not now :-p, I liked dead straight  hairs but now wavy, jokes apart, simply changes are part of life and change in me doesn't/didn't/won't (lil bit doubtful about it :-p) effect anyone's life or their behavior towards life.


Disclaimer: All characters in this post are fictitious and any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental. :-p :-p